November 2009
8 posts
I don't want to do anything,
But play music.  I’m done with this “school” thing.  Even if I continue with it.  I never have REALLY enjoyed it, and I think 16 years is good proof that I never will.  
Nov 29th
Nov 27th
13 Year old Wes
I just stumbled upon some old zip discs of mine from years ago. There’s some songs I played on them.  Here’s the lyrics to one I wrote when I was 13 years old: “What’s the point of life? Why am I standing here? I want to find out. I want to know the truth. I’m simply asking “why…” What’s the point of life? I want to figure out… ...
Nov 26th
So I have this friend...
who would eat my shit off of a plate if I sold it as a piece of art.  Don’t complement every piece of art I make.  Don’t tell me that I’m smart all the time.  If you don’t like it, tell me.  And if you like all of it right off the bat, your standards are too low. You would make a good parent by reinforcing your children’s self-esteem, but would fuck up their chances...
Nov 23rd
Hmph.
I feel like everything in my life that is moving slowly should be moving quickly…and everything that is moving quickly should be moving slowly.
Nov 16th
Music-ness.
So.  I just bombed a geology test.  Yay.   BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK RIGHT?! So long as I pass that damn geology class, I’ll be happy.  But that does affect my year-long GPA which affects my scholarship.  Yikes. Anyways. I was creating audio files for Dan to write bass parts over and in doing so, found a bunch of songs that didn’t transfer from my PC to my Mac when I got it.  AND IT WAS...
Nov 12th
I love...
how I don’t have a say in a million things that the band I’m in (the MonoStereo) does.  Or that Pat sort of just does on his own without telling me.  Really frustrating.  
Nov 10th
You know...
I hate how I get different things I want at different stages in life.  I sort of wish they could all happen at the same time.  And I don’t mean like a nice life with no problems, but where each general area of my life wasn’t missing without the other. Like…I wish I could live the college life I am right now…with my friends, and the parties where we band together because we...
Nov 2nd